THING after ONE thing...

Well this 30 December I got Mas vs Sin tournament and tomorrow I got training for 3 days.

NJCC.... I got 5.5 and 7 placing well kinda good lalala
hurm... I ate lot in past few days so I need to make up with it....
so after this I need to diet more tightly....

LIFE LIVE (PENINDASAN) Oppression,Suppressed

Well as we can see there is a lot of "penindasan" in this world

"Human can't run from be a penindas or ditindas"

HURMM....all my memories come back and stay fresh.... its very a bad memories...
I don't really want to remember it but this thing that happen toward suju at GDA make me remember it....
All I can see is sadness inside them....
Just like DEJAVU I'm feel like watching my own self inside them and I practically know how they feel... It so much hurt until you can't even mutter a word because each word that come from your mouth is just feel like a lava .....

I really truly feel the hurt because I'm once felt it ... and it hurt a lot more than anybody could understand..... Imagine the effort you made in so many years to achieve it become worthless at once... that just break your heart into pieces and that heart of yours would never ever be attach back perfectly.... Nobody know the feel accept they have gone through it.....

my self at that time is so crumble and I cry for hours and the next day and the next days....
I never know that this thing could happen toward my "Heenim"

So I hope they stay strong with me and fight ours ways back and rise....

"Heroes rise, Heroes falls"
"Once again, WIN it all"
.....

THE MALL

Well nothing in my head right now.But there is something interesting about the title kekeke....
I have a chess training with har-har-leave kekeke....
hurmm I felt NERVOUS because my level seem decreasing but I have train bit lately so its not so bad.


So today is the first day after long......... time I eat a full meal of nasi.....
OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH what a happy day.........

Then I made some special thing for mimi......
I ask greg what about mimi is she playing????
so before all this greg thought mimi cant play hahahha
but... I tell greg mimi got 2 years more to play national junior
hahahah kekekkeek

GOAL FOR NEXT YEAR

Well I have think this matter for awhile now. Seriously I have been try to find a best goal for my self, so what I found is that I MUST DISCIPLINE, MUST HAVE GREAT AFFORD TO ACHIEVE, WELL this is really cliche phrase or good word that you heard everywhere when you search for advice. Too me this is really an easy word but hard to realizing it.So that's why I choose it as my goal.....
that all for now....

this world is tear appart hahhaha

wEIRD THing HaPpEN

YOU AND I SEE DIFFERENT WORLDS
WE VIEW THINGS THROUGH DIFFERENT EYES
WE LIVE ON DIFFERENT PLANETS