6th Jan 2019

Its been a long time since I have write an entry for my blog. The feeling  I cannot describe because this blog is start it for ranting my overwhelm feeling towards my long time crush.  I could consider myself innocence girl in love because, i would never want to expressed my feeling n i would never thought or even dare thinking to be in a relationship with my crush. yes its stupid but call me whatever i would n shall never  express those feeling towards him. i would treat this blog as a place where i would convey my stupid crush or whenever i felt like to talk about him. for instance sometimes i feel like he n i is close or something, but at 1 point he would just shut me out. i hate it so much. why he did that? y cant he just shut me off if he  doesnt like me? or maybe he just kind right. soits not wrong to be friendly, but its kind of wrong to be friendly when u know or ought to have known that the girl u shower ur kindness with have a feeling towards u.

Rise Kaisya the president from ashes u shall be Diamond

Today i feel really like im done being normal
i will be extraordinary. I wont settle for any mediocre any more.

Am I Incompetent President

today i felt really bad. because of my incompetence i have failed the chess club n loss the club room to silat gayong club