secret

i do not have any idea to write ... maybe because i have to much to say

today i realise that i have done something really stupid...
huuh... why why why i wrote something like that and keep it at stupid place...
well i thought that place was so safe that no one can find out..
arrrrrrrrrgggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so stupid....

arrogant person

I DO NOT KNOW WHY SHE THINK OF HER SELF IS HIGH AND MIGHTY LA...
SHE THINK SHE SO GOOD LA...
WHAT THE HECK LA....
GO DIE LA....

Latihan Pusat di SETAPAK IN DAH PRIMARY SCHOOL(SERI MELATI)

Bring a lot of memory back to my head..
so happy that i can even feel sad ...
hope that this feeling did not fade away ..

TRACK

KEEP ON YOUR TRACK ALWAYS....
IF YOU SLIGHTLY MISS YOUR OWN TRACK
FASTER KEEP BACK ON YOUR TRACK....



IF YOU CAN NOT DO MUCH ..
DO LITTLE BY LITTLE..
BECAUSE YOU WILL LEARN ..
FROM DOING LITTLE..
TO DO A BIGGER THING ..
EVERYBODY LEARN BIT BY BIT...
SLOWLY STEPPING TO A HIGHER LEVEL..
DO NOT SAY YOU DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ..
BECAUSE EVERYONE HAS A THING THAT THEY NEED TO DO..

RAINING

REALISE OR CLOSE YOUR EYES THAT IS THE CHOICE THAT I HAVE EVERYDAY IN MY LIFE. SOMETIMES WHAT I MAKE IS JUST WAIT THE DAY TO END.BUT AT THE END I THE ONE WHO REGRET.NOW WHAT I KNOW IS TO MAKE THE DECISION AND BE REALISTIC WITH ALL STRENGTH I HAVE.BECAUSE STRENGTH IS NOT SOMETHING YOU GAIN FROM SOMEONE.SO I THINK I WILL MAKE IT CLEAR FOR MYSELF THAT I NEED TO MAKE THE CHOICE BY CHOOSING TO REALISE THE SITUATION ..

BELIEVE YOU AND ME

IS IT SO HARD TO BELIEVE PEOPLE .WELL IT HAPPEN BECAUSE A LOT OF PEOPLE IS BEEN LIED TO PEOPLE WHO THRUST THEM . MAYBE THEY THING LIE IS JUST A LIE BUT YOUR LIE CAN HURT MANY PEOPLE AROUND YOURSELF AND WHY YOU STILL WANT TO LIE. I KNOW THAT PEOPLE AROUND OUR SELF WANT TO LIE TO US BECAUSE WE OUR SELF DID NOT BE HONEST TO OUR OWN SELF . IT REALLY HARD TOBE HONEST TO YOUR OWN SELF SO IT MUST BE VERY HARD ALSO TO BE HONEST TO PEOPLE AROUND YOU SO WHAT I KNOW NOW IS DO NOT JUDGE PEOPLE EASILY BY THEIR COVER OR THEIR SKIN. I REALLY RECALL MY OWN BEHAVIOR.WHY I CANNOT BEHAVE BETTER.WHY I CAN NOT BE A BETTER PERSON. WHY THAT I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS . SO WHAT I NEED NOW IS TO TRY TO ACCEPT THE FACT AND TRY TO CHANGE THE FACT AND CONTINUE LIVING PEACEFULLY.

PEOPLE TEND TO RELEASE THEIR ANGER TOWARD SOMEONE ELSE

WHAT THE BIG DEAL JUST GO AND SLAP THAT PUNK IN THE FACE DUDE ... YOU ARE A COWARD!!!!

TIME THAT WE HAVE

WE ALWAYS THINK THERE IS ALWAYS TIME FOR US TO PLAY OR DO ANYTHING THAT WE WANT ... BUT YOU KNOW THAT TIME DID NOT WAIT FOR USWE THE ONE WHO SHOULD CHASE THE TIME.....

REALITY OR FANTASY

I DONT HAVE ANY IDEA TODAY SO LETS JUST TALK ABOUT REALITY AND FANTASY .
SO AS ALL WE KNOW THAT REALITY IS BITTER THAN FANTASY.... BUT FANTASY IS SWEETER BUT NOT A REALITY...... SO WHY WE NEED TO BELIEVE IN THE FANTASY BECAUSE ALL WE HAVE TO BELIEVE IS THERE IT WAS REALITY





P/S:CHESS IS REALITY NOT FANTASY!!!!

SHOUTING

TODAY IT WAS STRESSFUL....

1. WAKE UP LATE.
2. HAIR WET NOT DRY
3. ENTER GATE SAW HECK
   
4. GOT 4 FOR 2010
   
5. GO HOME WRITE BLOG
6. GO CHUNGKOK WITH WET HAIR
7. RAINNY DAY
   
8. MY 4 CERT GOT SMASH
9. SHOUTING IN CLASS LIKE HELL
10. GO HOME.........
    

NOW AND THEN

WE JUST BE OBEDIENT WITH ALL THIS..
WE JUST BE NICE WITH ALL OF THEM..
WE JUST BEAR WITH THE JOB..
WE JUST FACE IT WITH ALL WE HAVE...

MSSMWP

Today is last day mssmwp 2010 so the result was unbelievable i was 4 placing with 5.5 point it was so frustating ..... like hell im feel so damn down with this so ...l.dunno what to said la it was all my fault.....

SIGN FROM GOD

IT WAS WEIRD BUT FORTUNATE THAT MY MEMORY
(CHESS BOOK FROM PREVIOUS MSSMKL TRAINING)HAS BEEN WASHED BY HOLY WATER(WATER INSIDE THE BASIN THAT I WASHED MY CLOTH)

WELL FIRST I THOUGHT THAT I SHOULD RESPOND WITH SAD RESPOND BUT SOON I REALIZE THAT IT IS NOT THE MATTER THAT I SHOULD BE SAD ABOUT.

THEN I HAPPY THAT MY MEMORY IS BEING WASHED OUT.......

HERE IS A LITTLE ADVISE FOR MY SELF .....
"APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE NOW "
"REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAVE BEFORE"
"BUT YOU HAVE TO PUT BOUNDARIES BETWEEN NOW AND THEN"
"MAYBE YOU WOULD LOST BOTH OF THEM IF YOU MISS SINGLE SECOND"

THROW

THROWING THING YOU TREASURE THE MOST MAYBE HARD.BUT I THINK YOU HAVE TOO.SO TODAY I THINK I WILL NEED TO THROW ONE MORE THING THAT I LOVE SO MUCH WELL IT NOT THAT THIS THE FIRST TIME I DID THIS SO I WILL NOT FEEL SO MUCH BURDEN BY IT .I THINK SO .
BY THE WAY, BEFORE THIS I THROW THE FIRST THING THAT I BUY WITH MY DESIRE WITH JUST A SPLIT SECOND.SO THIS NOT GOING TO BE THE SADDEST THING LA...
SO WHAT I GOING TO THROW THIS TIME IS MY FAVORITE MANGA READING HABIT.....



SO TODAY IS THE GOOD BYE TO ONE MANGA...
SEE YOU SOON....